It seems that ever since I returned from the Crimson Moon party last week, I've felt down in the dumps. I usually suffer from post-party letdown to one degree or another, but for some reason, it's hit me particularly hard this time (no pun intended). I don't know if it's because this was a really fun party or because everyone seemed to come back from Chicago sick. There's no one posting to the CM list, no one to chat with, and, worst of all, no one to play with. All of this has sort of melded together to put me in this very bad frame of mind. I feel the only way to snap out of it is to play. Alas, there's not really anyone knocking my door down. Add to that the wet and dreary weather and I'm in desparate need of some playtime. I've healed up from the party (bruises are almost completely gone) so I really don't even have the marks to remind me of the fun I had.
Crimson Moon is holding another party in May, but I don't think Cigi and I will be able to go. We do plan to go in July, however, but that's four months from now. What's a spank deprived bottom to do? Maybe some of you out there reading this can relate. Maybe some of you have an idea or two on how I can solve this problem? What do you when you feel you're not getting or giving your quota of spankings? Is there some little trick you know or a few words of advice you can give me?
That's all...have to get ready for work. That darkens my mood even more.